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 im gon talk about how i feel staying home for few weeks. first and foremost, i feel like im drained,absolutely drained. im repeating the same routine again,going to my mom's shop,coming home,doing the chores,talk to someone and repeat. i feel so frustrated esp the thought of going to my moms shop killing me everyday. all i need is to be out,i cant find a job and hopefully i will. i know you will read this in the future and cringe because i guess you'd be more grown and stable by that time. im not connected with god,i just rant abt how i feel everyday to him. im not depressed neither any mental health issues,im just trying to live my life,do something new.thats all i want.my eyes getting wet these days, because of the frustration i feel,i want to rage and kill someone,thats how i feel. i find peace in night drives. i just want to stay home for a while because my home is not feeling like a home anymore and again, i hate going to my moms shop bcs obviously im a prestigious guy an...