random Thoughts

 i dont know what to write,this site feels nostalgic,same with everything,the feeling of nostalgia.


its insane to think about how we've grown throughout the time,evolving with the world. Hate is so normalized, why dont we try love. i'd like to share a quote of kendrick,where he stated in an interview, about love obviously. he quoted by saying that love is the root and the fruit to everything. I find it beautiful and whilst we talking about love,when did i create my own blog. feels like in 2023. even 2023 feels nostalgic, i miss those moments,better time are ahead,moving forward is the only choice. for sure everyone wants to feel past pretty moments atleast once again, we cant. lets say a time machine is invented, given to certain individuals, they have two options only,either travelling to the future or going back to the past to experience those pretty little moments. they'd choose going back because we dont know whats ahead of their present time. im just saying whatever is on my mind right now. we really need to appreciate everything, its hard but we should try, trying will never hurt. 



call me a biased person but i prefer the simplest things. it is really the simplest things that could make a human happy. lets be brutally honest here, would you want a partner who has no affection nor is understandable but is only rich. before you saying 'yes', i mean for sure you want to say yes because tell me a person who doesnt want the taste of money and wealth, name a person, it could be any type of wealth, i dare you to name a person. you still thinking.?? ...i assume. Exactly. a home is not a home when theres no safety and comfort, a relationship is not a relationship when theres no love. stay with me, at the end of the day, it is really the simplest things. imagine a husband, throwing money on your face everyday in the morning instead of waking you up and saying 'good morning love'. imagine a wife, making exquisite dishes for you everyday and just putting on the dining table loudly so that you'd notice,instead of calling you and saying 'honey,the lunch/dinner is ready' . i hope i made myself and my idea clear here.


recently, i've been craving for nature,greenery sceneries and some good alone time. away from this society and city , just camping on the mountain or in the forest,by the waterfall or lake. now im feeling lazy to put my thoughts here and i dont have any thoughts neither. 


maybe i'll come here to write again.

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